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Wednesday, 31 December 2025

Daily Diary (DD) - Day 365 of 2025

1140hrs:

Countdown to end of 2025: 1 day

So, the Achilles heel in my 20 year struggle and the past year in particular has been my inability to consistently sleep by 2000hrs and get up by 0300hrs. On the few occasions that I did get up at that time, I couldn't generate consistency and thus I must make serious efforts to address this weakness and make amends to the public cause. The next 3 months will remain devoted to public interest, although I will be operating from home in Sehnsa.

True to form, I didn't sleep until 2300hrs and got up just before 0700hrs this morning. A 3 to 4 hour gap or deficiency in my sleeping pattern endures even on the last day of the year.

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Kuldeep Pandita has written a personal note for my daughter (although her name isn't Iqra but we'll go along with that name)

Dearest Iqra.

I am writing to you on 31.12.2025, the last date of the CE year 2025, to share with you facts of the matter, so that you could give it a place in your mind & heart, whenever you have the chance to read it & that way me shall have celebrated the year ending of the year 2025.

Dear Brother Tanveer Ahmed with an article dedicated to the little angel at your home, so that when she shall grow up she would read it as a letter to her written by her Pandit uncle across the borders, who has walked on this earth in blood and flesh and this will be as a testimony of his love towards the progeny of the civilizational state, narrating her the importance of women in this world, of which Sharada is the epitome.

#rudranotes

The Unseen Authority

In a world where identities are often boxed and labelled, women transcend boundaries, embodying compassion, service and strength. The notion that "Ladies are neither Pandit nor Muslim. Ladies are ladies, or they are mothers, sisters, daughters or the husbands of the house", challenges conventional narratives, highlighting women's multifaceted roles.

Women aren't confined to religious or societal labels. They're businesswomen breaking glass ceilings, farm workers feeding nations, shopkeepers weaving local economies and journalists shaping narratives . They're doctors saving lives, drivers navigating cities, engineers building futures and teachers shaping minds.

As administrators, they steer organizations; as coaches and players, they conquer fields. In courts, they're judges and lawyers crafting justice today, women thrive in gig economies, redefining work on their terms.

Ladies are the real "husbands of the home" a powerful metaphor, that is positioning women as the backbone of households. They're decision-makers, providers and guardians of emotional wealth. This isn't about hierarchy; it's about recognizing unseen labour and quiet strength.

Women's roles aren't limited to domestic spheres. They extend compassion and service to society, often without seeking recognition. Their influence ripples through communities, fostering harmony and growth . This perspective reclaims women's narratives from reductionist stereotypes. It acknowledges their agency, celebrating roles that are often overlooked.

In essence, women are the heartbeat of society—multidimensional, resilient and indispensable. Their roles aren't bound by labels; they're defined by love, service and unyielding strength.

Their role in politics is far superior to that of any shrewd masculine politicians that the world could ever produce, for the simple reason that women possess a far more balanced mental capability, which is her greatest gift provided by nature.

Ladies are empowered by nature itself and seldom need any validation from anyone, least from those she gives birth to, be it a man or an idea.

Daughter nothing is impossible for a women to achieve.

With lots of best wishes and Greetings for life.

Your Uncle
Kuldeep Pandita
Chennai Tamil Nadu, India

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Public Finance Update:

Number of co-citizens who have paid their share (over 20 years): 
16
Number of co-citizens who have paid a portion to date, since direct public funding began in 2012:
205
Number of co-citizens who have promised to pay:
84
Number of co-citizens I have directly contacted since arriving in Dadyaal (of total 5,000):
535

Cash in Hand: 96,740
Cash Deposits: 2,41,700
Immediate Debts: 0

Public funds received so far in Dadyaal (83 days - up to midnight 30/12/2025):

3K (Day 6)
5K (Day 15) 
5K (Day 17) 
0.2K (Day 20) 
1K (Day 21) 
1K (Day 22) 
0.3K (Day 24) 
3K (Day 25)
1K (Day 26) 
4K (Day 33) 
5K (Day 38) 
1K (Day 42)
2K (Day 44)
1K (Day 45)
4K (Day 46)
3.9K (Day 47)
30.2K (Day 49)
15K (Day 51)
20K (Day 53)
1K (Day 54)
1L 39.9K (Day 56)
3.9K (Day 59)
5K (Day 66)
3L 52.6K (Day 69)
6.5K (Day 72)
4K (Day 77)
0.4K (Day 80)
0.8K (Day 81)
52.2K (Day 83)

Total received so far: 6,71,900  

K = 1,000 (One thousand)
L = 1,00,000 (One hundred thousand)

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Tuesday, 30 December 2025

Daily Diary (DD) - Day 364 of 2025

0959hrs:

Countdown to end of 2025: 2 days

A pattern even worse than yesterday and the day before. For a number of reasons - including guests coming after 2000hrs - I couldn't get to sleep till beyond 0100hrs this morning, at least 5 hours later than I needed to. I did get up just before 0700hrs though, almost by instinct.

Reparations to the public are merited and I am in the process of designing what shape they can take.

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Public Finance Update:

Number of co-citizens who have paid their share (over 20 years): 
16
Number of co-citizens who have paid a portion to date, since direct public funding began in 2012:
200
Number of co-citizens who have promised to pay:
84
Number of co-citizens I have directly contacted since arriving in Dadyaal (of total 5,000):
530

Cash in Hand: 84,040
Cash Deposits: 2,51,800
Immediate Debts: 0

Public funds received so far in Dadyaal (82 days - up to midnight 29/12/2025):

3K (Day 6)
5K (Day 15) 
5K (Day 17) 
0.2K (Day 20) 
1K (Day 21) 
1K (Day 22) 
0.3K (Day 24) 
3K (Day 25)
1K (Day 26) 
4K (Day 33) 
5K (Day 38) 
1K (Day 42)
2K (Day 44)
1K (Day 45)
4K (Day 46)
3.9K (Day 47)
30.2K (Day 49)
15K (Day 51)
20K (Day 53)
1K (Day 54)
1L 39.9K (Day 56)
3.9K (Day 59)
5K (Day 66)
3L 52.6K (Day 69)
6.5K (Day 72)
4K (Day 77)
0.4K (Day 80)
0.8K (Day 81)

Total received so far: 6,19,700  

K = 1,000 (One thousand)
L = 1,00,000 (One hundred thousand)

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Monday, 29 December 2025

Daily Diary (DD) - Day 363 of 2025

1000hrs:

Countdown to end of 2025: 3 days

A similar pattern to yesterday's cycle. Slept just beyond 2200hrs and got up just beyond 0600hrs. A 3 hour gap at the bottom and a 2 hour gap at the top still persists with 3 days to go. I know I have to have amends, otherwise my slackness will bite public interest.

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Public Finance Update:

Number of co-citizens who have paid their share (over 20 years): 
16
Number of co-citizens who have paid a portion to date, since direct public funding began in 2012:
195
Number of co-citizens who have promised to pay:
83
Number of co-citizens I have directly contacted since arriving in Dadyaal (of total 5,000):
520

Cash in Hand: 43,700
Cash Deposits: 2,40,800
Immediate Debts: 0

Public funds received so far in Dadyaal (81 days - up to midnight 28/12/2025):

3K (Day 6)
5K (Day 15) 
5K (Day 17) 
0.2K (Day 20) 
1K (Day 21) 
1K (Day 22) 
0.3K (Day 24) 
3K (Day 25)
1K (Day 26) 
4K (Day 33) 
5K (Day 38) 
1K (Day 42)
2K (Day 44)
1K (Day 45)
4K (Day 46)
3.9K (Day 47)
30.2K (Day 49)
15K (Day 51)
20K (Day 53)
1K (Day 54)
1L 39.9K (Day 56)
3.9K (Day 59)
5K (Day 66)
3L 52.6K (Day 69)
6.5K (Day 72)
4K (Day 77)
0.4K (Day 80)
0.8K (Day 81)

Total received so far: 6,19,700  

K = 1,000 (One thousand)
L = 1,00,000 (One hundred thousand)

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Sunday, 28 December 2025

Daily Diary (DD) - Day 362 of 2025

0913hrs:

Countdown to end of 2025: 4 days

Reversed the slide just a tad to 0555hrs this morning, still 2 hours and 55 minutes away from the desired output. Last night there was a temptation to drift to the Premier League football scores and I did, with the sloppy excuse that I didn't get back from an outside dinner till 2200hrs. 

I am at fault for the best part of this year for not being able to achieve the optimum sleeping pattern viz. 2000hrs (8pm) to 0300hrs (3am). I also understand that I will have to make amends to the public.

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Public Finance Update:

Number of co-citizens who have paid their share (over 20 years): 
16
Number of co-citizens who have paid a portion to date, since direct public funding began in 2012:
195
Number of co-citizens who have promised to pay:
83
Number of co-citizens I have directly contacted since arriving in Dadyaal (of total 5,000):
520

Cash in Hand: 44,620
Cash Deposits: 2,40,800
Immediate Debts: 0

Public funds received so far in Dadyaal (80 days - up to midnight 27/12/2025):

3K (Day 6)
5K (Day 15) 
5K (Day 17) 
0.2K (Day 20) 
1K (Day 21) 
1K (Day 22) 
0.3K (Day 24) 
3K (Day 25)
1K (Day 26) 
4K (Day 33) 
5K (Day 38) 
1K (Day 42)
2K (Day 44)
1K (Day 45)
4K (Day 46)
3.9K (Day 47)
30.2K (Day 49)
15K (Day 51)
20K (Day 53)
1K (Day 54)
1L 39.9K (Day 56)
3.9K (Day 59)
5K (Day 66)
3L 52.6K (Day 69)
6.5K (Day 72)
4K (Day 77)
0.4K (Day 80)

Total received so far: 6,18,900  

K = 1,000 (One thousand)
L = 1,00,000 (One hundred thousand)

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Saturday, 27 December 2025

Daily Diary (DD) - Day 361 of 2025

1018hrs:

Countdown to end of 2025: 5 days

I did shift towards bed (in my tent) just after 2000hrs - even with guests still at Maqbool Bhat Shaheed Square - Dadyaal - but I didn't get to sleep till c. 2300hrs (11pm). That is 3 crucial hours of rest that I sacrificed for the sake of Luton Town's most emphatic victory of the season, albeit in the 3rd tier of the professional English football ladder. I did get up at 0311hrs but drifted back to sleep till just after 0700hrs. Thus, I was 4 hours late on the bottom end (morning) and 3 hours late on the top end (evening).

Such luxury with just 5 days to go cannot be afforded.

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Public Finance Update:

Number of co-citizens who have paid their share (over 20 years): 
16
Number of co-citizens who have paid a portion to date, since direct public funding began in 2012:
193
Number of co-citizens who have promised to pay:
83
Number of co-citizens I have directly contacted since arriving in Dadyaal (of total 5,000):
517

Cash in Hand: 43,370
Cash Deposits: 2,42,000
Immediate Debts: 0

Public funds received so far in Dadyaal (79 days - up to midnight 26/12/2025):

3K (Day 6)
5K (Day 15) 
5K (Day 17) 
0.2K (Day 20) 
1K (Day 21) 
1K (Day 22) 
0.3K (Day 24) 
3K (Day 25)
1K (Day 26) 
4K (Day 33) 
5K (Day 38) 
1K (Day 42)
2K (Day 44)
1K (Day 45)
4K (Day 46)
3.9K (Day 47)
30.2K (Day 49)
15K (Day 51)
20K (Day 53)
1K (Day 54)
1L 39.9K (Day 56)
3.9K (Day 59)
5K (Day 66)
3L 52.6K (Day 69)
6.5K (Day 72)
4K (Day 77)

Total received so far: 6,18,500  

K = 1,000 (One thousand)
L = 1,00,000 (One hundred thousand)

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Friday, 26 December 2025

Daily Diary (DD) - Day 360 of 2025

1205hrs:

Countdown to end of 2025: 6 days

Yesterday's lack of sleep did affect me during the day, especially while lifting weights at the gym. Hence, I did crash almost on time by the evening, getting to bed just beyond 2000hrs (8pm) and being fast asleep by 2100hrs (9pm). Yet, despite waking fresh at 0511hrs (still 2 hours and 11 minutes late) I decided to roll on until about 0700hrs. As clear throughout this year, getting to sleep at 2000hrs and getting up at 0300hrs is not easy but I know I will get there - on a consistent basis - imminently.

Yes, there are only 6 days left for me to abide by the people's reference - as matters stand at present - and I shall refrain from delving into what I will do at the turn of the new calendar year.

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Today was our 3rd (and final for the foreseeable future) session in the 'Court of the Public' in Dadyaal. We are able to provide 2 versions once again:

Full version:

 

This is the 3rd Awaami Adaalat to be convened in Dadyaal (district Mirpur), as our 3rd phase, following on from the 1st phase in Khuiratta on 15/03/2015

Link

and 2nd phase in Sehnsa, which began on 12/01/2024

Link

This aspect of our independent action-oriented public policy research is now beginning to mature as a direct feedback model to ensure governance is indeed processed from the grassroots level of this society. 

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Public Finance Update:

Number of co-citizens who have paid their share (over 20 years): 
16
Number of co-citizens who have paid a portion to date, since direct public funding began in 2012:
192
Number of co-citizens who have promised to pay:
83
Number of co-citizens I have directly contacted since arriving in Dadyaal (of total 5,000):
517

Cash in Hand: 46,680
Cash Deposits: 2,40,800
Immediate Debts: 200

Public funds received so far in Dadyaal (78 days - up to midnight 25/12/2025):

3K (Day 6)
5K (Day 15) 
5K (Day 17) 
0.2K (Day 20) 
1K (Day 21) 
1K (Day 22) 
0.3K (Day 24) 
3K (Day 25)
1K (Day 26) 
4K (Day 33) 
5K (Day 38) 
1K (Day 42)
2K (Day 44)
1K (Day 45)
4K (Day 46)
3.9K (Day 47)
30.2K (Day 49)
15K (Day 51)
20K (Day 53)
1K (Day 54)
1L 39.9K (Day 56)
3.9K (Day 59)
5K (Day 66)
3L 52.6K (Day 69)
6.5K (Day 72)
4K (Day 77)

Total received so far: 6,18,500  

K = 1,000 (One thousand)
L = 1,00,000 (One hundred thousand)

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Thursday, 25 December 2025

Daily Diary (DD) - Day 359 of 2025

0641hrs:

Countdown to end of 2025: 7 days

It has been a testing daily cycle in the past 24 hours. I was extremely anxious to build on yesterday's success of getting up at 0300hrs and I did succeed, although not in the manner that I had envisaged it. For a number of complicated reasons, I didn't get to sleep till about 0145hrs this morning! Yes, I put on the alarm clock for 0300hrs and did get up. Only to feel the intensity of wanting to sleep further at all cost! I did get up at 0615hrs again and here we are.

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Public Finance Update:

Number of co-citizens who have paid their share (over 20 years): 
16
Number of co-citizens who have paid a portion to date, since direct public funding began in 2012:
192
Number of co-citizens who have promised to pay:
83
Number of co-citizens I have directly contacted since arriving in Dadyaal (of total 5,000):
517

Cash in Hand: 48,650
Cash Deposits: 2,40,800
Immediate Debts: 200

Public funds received so far in Dadyaal (77 days - up to midnight 24/12/2025):

3K (Day 6)
5K (Day 15) 
5K (Day 17) 
0.2K (Day 20) 
1K (Day 21) 
1K (Day 22) 
0.3K (Day 24) 
3K (Day 25)
1K (Day 26) 
4K (Day 33) 
5K (Day 38) 
1K (Day 42)
2K (Day 44)
1K (Day 45)
4K (Day 46)
3.9K (Day 47)
30.2K (Day 49)
15K (Day 51)
20K (Day 53)
1K (Day 54)
1L 39.9K (Day 56)
3.9K (Day 59)
5K (Day 66)
3L 52.6K (Day 69)
6.5K (Day 72)
4K (Day 77)

Total received so far: 6,18,500  

K = 1,000 (One thousand)
L = 1,00,000 (One hundred thousand)

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Daily Diary (DD) - Day 11 of 2026

0256hrs: This is much closer to the time I should be beginning to input my daily content on this weblog. I did try and sleep close to 0100hr...